Kepada yang membaca, amiklah ikhtibar sebanyak mungkin daripada luahan hati seorang insan yang sedang diuji perjalanannya. Walaupun hanyalah ujian yang kecil, Janganlah memandang ringan terhadap beban yang dipikul oleh seseorang itu, kerana Allah masih belum menguji kamu. Amanah, benda yang paling berat untuk dipikul. Berkali kali aku bertanya kepada diri, mempersoalkan takdir markah peperiksaan dan ujian yang semakin hari semakin menguji pegangan dan kewibaan aku dalam menjalankan amanah sebagai Wakil Mahasiswa Biro Akademik yang dilimpahkan olehNya kepadaku. Terlalu perit rasanya apabila kau telah berusaha sebaiknya namun masih tidak dibelenggu. Sehingga ada ketika, kau tidak mampu untuk menangis, mahupun mengeluh. Kau hanya mampu terdiam, tidak terkata. Lagi menyiksakan jika yang disekelilingmu, yang memikul amanah sepertimu juga, masih bisa berjaya. Masih bisa berjaya.Masih berada di tangga yang teratas. Masih tidak diuji benda yang mereka tiada kuasa keatasnya.
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“How to get your crush to like you” “How to know if your crush friend zoned you” “How to know if the guy likes you” How to get a girl to like you” “Flirt like a pro” ??? Preparing yourself to win your love life with these kinds of video ? You believe if you didn ’t make the first move , you’ll lose her/him cause he/she is so perfect? You’re jealous towards someone who likes the same person as you do cause he/she managed to confess and be true to their feeling and you feel like you need to do so too as you also wanted to be noticed by your crush? Yes maybe it will turned that way, but still you need to know. By doing so, you ’ll drive him/her astray, if she/he is not emotionally strong enough. If the person also feels the same way as you (which is good for you), you have caused them to have hopes on you or known as “bagi harapan” . Too rely on you to fulfill their love life rather than Allah. Because to believe what you see if easier right ? Whether you’re serious or not
People place their hope on you, So as the kind person you ’ve always be, you dare to try, to help, but you failed it. And it become worst to that people, and the blame is on you. Even if the person forgave you, since it is unintentionally done, but still as the person who barely have the confidence, always trying hard no hurt anyone and satisfy everyone, undeniably it ’ll make you despise yourself. You ’ll feel bad. You ’ll feel worthless. And it will not end just like that, it’ll takes time. And along with it, your courage drained down, till what’s only left for you is tears. So you cry. And cry, and cry. Till you’re eyes swollen and your tears are gone. Yet still the pain is still there. When this happens, you’ll need to: Learn to amend yourself. Even if the world look down on you, seeing you as a mess. You need to realize, you are a human. They are a human. We all are human. And human are meant to make mistakes. Even how perfectionist we tried to be. All of us